If only I could be like the 3 y/o me, smiling and enjoying whole-heartedly.
You've obviously moved on. No wait. We didn't even started on anything. It was all my one sided thoughts yea. My foolishness and naiveness - believing every single of your obvious lies. I must be the stupidest person on earth. Damn I'm a total waste of the limited resources in Singapore.
Who am I to kid? You'll definitely get someone who's way way way better than me in every single aspect. Prettier, taller, cuter, smarter, skinnier, nicer, friendlier. Blame myself for being so fucking ugly fat stupid short disgusting hateful pathetic.
Screw reality. Screw you. Screw everything. Just let me continue burying myself under all these lies and hidden tears.
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