#nowplaying - Everytime we touch
Ain't paris pretty? I wna go Paris, Italy followed by NewYork! Hehehe, all those very posh place keke. Super envious of my eldest sist cos she's going NewYork for a month on April! Like super shiok only, ): Haish i still have a long way to go lo. Must start saving $$ cos i plan to go to the 3 places stated above before 26! Kinda like mad for thinking till so far? Things are coming so quickly, like in 2yrs time i'm gna be 16. Another 2 yrs later jiu 18, so on and so forth. Time flies huh. (:
I hope i actually feel btr by tonight cos i've been super shag recently and i'm running a slight fever agn. Like 5 hrs of sleep for the past few days w/o nap. And i swear i've been waking up like effing early imo ok. I don't even sleep till 11? It's like scary. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY 10-12 HRS OF SLEEP DAILY DURING HOLS. ): Napped for an hr just now cos i was having a splitting headache and all. Woke up and boom i've a slight fever. oh fml.
Doing 2 posts tgt agn cos i'm just too lazy hehe.
What is the nicest & meanest thing someone has ever said to you?
Ppl usually thinks that the nicest thing that someone has ever said to them would be compliments like " Hey, you're gorgeous/pretty/cute/hot " or smth. I mean, yeah obviously i feel happy when someone says that i'm pretty or what, even if it's sarcasm or smth. I'm ugly, i know it. But when someone says that you're pretty be it your appearance or your personality or such, you'll feel happy. Though tt's not really my case LOL. I think the nicest thing someone has ever said to me or can ever say to me is " I Love You ". Not those friend friend kind, but those deep down inside, they really love you. I would be genuinely happy and i feel that it's the nicest thing someone has ever said to me.
In conclusion, I think that the nicest thing someone has ever said to me is a genuine " I love you "
Next, the meanest thing someone has ever said to me.
I'm pretty used to all the insults/teases people have been throwing me w, especially those abt my mole. Yeah i do have a mole, and i'm used to getting teased and laughed at abt it alrd since it started ever since i'm young. I was never pretty, cute or attractive to anyone's eyes before. I don't even think that i look OK. Those insults and teases get to me, like duh. It'll often leave me thinking " Am i really that ugly that everyone hates me? Why can't i be pretty or normal looking? " Then i would be probably crying and stuff.
My self-esteem gets lowered everytime i hear things like " big-black mole" in hokkien. Mean much? Yeah the guys in my class calls me that all the time ever since sec1. Pretty used to that alrd. If you're thinking that tt's the meanest, then you're wrong. My friend's bf told me, " once a mole, forever a mole" . I'm sure it sounds hilarious to you all out thr, but hey what abt my feelings huh. I'm not a emotionless puppet. I've feelings: I cry, i get depressed. I smile and laugh all the time, but that doesn't mean i ain't sad.
Meanest thing that someone ever said to me? It would be I'm sorry.
Don't ya feel that it's the worst thing someone can every say? So yeah, even aft all the rants abt the nicknames i was called and all, " I'm sorry " is the meanest thing someone can ever say to me.
Alright, ending post here now! Gna pack my things for tmrw and sleep early today. Hope my fever goes down yep. Love you guys for reading cos it's over 4k views now so yep do continue reading & follow me @FORBIDDENEDLOVE for instant updates!
xx.